God I don't Understand-4

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Summer 2013

Dear God,
My support system has been taken from me.  I'm so glad you had me visit a friend and get out of the city prior to/during this is happening, I'm not sure I could have handled it otherwise.  I'm so confused.  I know my college ministry was getting a new director, but why is he literally tearing the walls down? I see the picture on facebook of the broken wall with many likes, but I feel sick.  When were they going to tell me I had to move out?  The new minister is my "friend" on facebook, why didn't he send me a message?  Why is the only one giving me information acting like I should have known this was coming?  Why are they moving so quickly?  I can't move out until the other girls move out of the place I'm moving into, but that's not for several days yet.  Where am I going to stay in the mean time? I have to pack so I can't stay out of the city.  What am I to do?  Why are they doing this?
The Wayward Chemist

Update (still Summer 2013)
Dear God,
I just got back to the house.  I grabbed my comp and walked in.  Sure enough the wall is down.  When I went through the living room to my room, I saw some people (only 2 were familiar) standing in a circle talking.  I said hi, but no one acknowledged my presence.  I don't understand.  Am I really invisible? Are they ignoring me because I'm just in their way?
My roommate just came in, she said she talked them into saving my stuff (throwing it in the bathroom, some of it is broken now :( ), since they were just tossing everything.  Thank you for letting her be here so that I don't have to pay to replace things.
I feel like I've been tossed in the dumpster too.
The Wayward Chemist

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