Mercy and Healing
I thank God for His limitless mercy and healing. I had a crush on a guy for almost nine months. The crush initiated quite on accident and steadily grew. I didn't want to give my heart to the boy, so every time I encountered him I would give my heart to God. As my crush grew, so did my relationship with God. I didn't tell the boy I had a crush on him, because I believe it is the guy's job to pursue not the girls. He is a good Christian guy and inhabited quite a few traits of what I want in my future husband, however God knew he was not the one for me. My crush was at church camp, and I was stuck at summer school. I felt God tell me to relinquish my crush and give up on him completely. I didn't understand at all. Because of this crush, I had gotten closer to God, why was I being asked to give it up? So after arguing (more like whining) with God for a day, I finally started the healing process. I must say, a well developed crush is a mind game. It took me th...